Pure Emptiness

The mind so heavy with no thoughts; no sentiments,
The feel of floating and nirvana rush through my veins,
A sense of peace ravishes through my body while my mind screams in terror.
I wait hoping it may be a dream; a figurative of my imagination; of my thoughts.

How did I end up here?
Floating on water as if I'm in the Black Sea; except the water holds true to the very name.
I feel empty; yet the emptiness within my soul does not even allow me to feel such an emotion.
I look up with heavy eye lids towards the dark sky,
Illuminated by its many lovers the stars.

And what is this?
A movement from the demon shadows,
The figure of my love; my life.
Her white skin that I've felt through my coarse fingers,
The blue intensity of her eyes that flash like lightning.

Has she come to free me of the abyss?
I knew she would come and spare me from this demented pool I drift upon.
Yet she stands there and stares;
Her face with overwhelming sadness,
Her penetrating gaze putting me in a trance.

All at once I have water flooding my lungs,
Bubbles spewing from my lips.
Almost as if invisible hands were forcing me under
Soft beautiful white hands,
Hands that I've touched so many times before.

And then there was pure darkness, pure silence, pure emptiness…….